Thursday

I had a pink donught today, with pink icing and white sprinkles. A treat to cheer myself up. I miss being at university and having something to work towards. My heart drops everytime I think about whats happening between my prince and I. I don't think he loves me anymore. Jake doesn't like it when the tears fall. They make his fur wet.

I am impatiently waiting for autumn to arrive. I can feel it now, summer is gradually fading; the light lingers a little less each night as the weeks pass. Nights are becoming cooler. The leaves are starting to prepare themselves to be swept away in the icy breeze. And yet I feel as though the summer drags. Which is a shame, because summer is beautiful, but I am an autumnal child at heart. I crave the toffee apples, bonfires, pumpkins, fireworks, log fires and wrapping up in layers. The first visit from Jack Frost. Scarves and hats. Steaming cups of tea. Marshmallows. Homemade ginger cookies.

Can't I just grow some irridescent wings and fly away to some place where hearts can't toyed with? That's how things get broken.

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